Transformation

When you wrestle with sad emotions and fear, life comes to a halt.
You step off into the sidelines encased in a glass prism of more of the same emotions which continues to make every step difficult. There comes a time when you've processed or buried enough of these things that torments your soul, you begin to come out of the tomb.

It's time for release. I am releasing.

The Sun is setting on this Chapter of my life. I am ready to embark on the New Beginning.

Panic

waking up daily in a panic...
3 months roughly till I figure out where I am heading. so many things that need attention but priority one should be addressing the root of the panic.

...fears of being lost and trapped in a land foreign to my soul.

I want to go home.